Dating a widow upa and downs
I admire your courage and the respect you are showing yourself, and also showing him.
You have a lot of wisdom, and a good healthy instinict for healthy relationship.
Some days you might even wake up and begin to feel happy again.
Eventually, you might find yourself starting to look forward rather than dwelling on the past.
So dating after you've been widowed is something to be treated with extreme caution.
Just remember, when we are making the best choice for ourselves, it is also the best choice for those around us.